Saturday night and I feel alright. Pretty worn out and bored at the same time. Wish I could have an iced cold beer and a cig...ahh. JUne 14th, you can't come soon enuff!! :)
Kids are in bed, D's upstairs. Tried to chill today..went out for breakfast before he went to work. Went to Kohl's and used up my K's cash for Gabbys present tomm, got haircut (trim)..trying to grow hair out after Haircuttery lady butchered my head. It got really hot around lunchtime so I took the girls to the pool after some minor convincing (feeling "indesposed", lol). Made some grilled cheese sammiches, crackers and had lunch there...icecream truck came around, even treated them to that. "Mommy, you are the best Mommy in the world!" is what I got...big bear hug from Hailey. Made it all worth it.
While they napped I dyed my hair and did my toenails..lol. Oh, I was soo overdue for a lil ME time...it does wonders. For dinner I took them to the mall & we had Kabobs and this place yummm...we shopped a lil. They got rid of the Gamestop!!! Wanted to look at some games for our new WII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Had to make it to Walmart to drop off movies from Redbox, got detergents and some new nail polishs for me & my girls. I love being able to be girlie with them..but dam is it expensive. LOL
So, by the time I got here D was home from work...no dinner. Sorry babe....taking a chill day.. :) Bagel Bites?? LMAO
So here I am. Me alone with my sober thoughts. This is how we spent our day. This month has been so busy..so many b-days and tomm another one. On the days I don't see my fam its just me and the girls. D works so much. You'd think by now I would be used to it. It still sucks. I mean yeah, we have fun together. But I'm so tired, so worn out.....even on my days off I dont really get a break. Just wish I had more balance in my life.
But on the positive side, he works hard for us. Thank god he has a job and its also been 6 months hes been sober!!! Summer is here, looking forward to many things...like beach, more parties, sunshine!! And June 14th is my sis's bday and NO DOUBT, time to get rowdy!!!! :)
Things are wonderful. Just updated my resume, already went on one interview (I declined, what an ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!), got a second one Tuesday. We'll see, can't stand another day. If I have to hear my coworker complain another min I will punch her in the face and really give her a reason to fing complain. I mean COME ON..........never met an adult who wined 10 x more than my 5 yr old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't stand it. Need to get out. Feel like I'm suffocating. LOL. I don 't care if I have to work at 7-11. Free slurpees??? No?? Haha...ok, I'm going delirious...gotta get sleep.
Nite nite.
1 comments:
I don't think there is a harder job than staying at home with the kids. I have done pretty much everything. And I am literally worn out at the end of the day.
This is with CB's help!!! I don't know what I would do without any. Even if it's dinner, dishes, laundry something!!! He works too but dooooood so do you!! I know we have to be grateful and appreciate them but at the same time we cannot put everything on our shoulders.
I worry about you a lot. I know how much pressure it can be how overwhelming it can be and I know how much you DON't ASK for help....I'm the same way. But with the incident that happened I literally snapped. I couldn't take it anymore. It's just too much to do. Now, what I do is complete one big thing every day. If I was working seriously I would talk to CB about getting a maid! I can't keep up with these guys and I'm home.
I dunno babe on one hand I know what u mean they work hard, but in my experience nothing is harder than this one. NOTHING. Even if they are working 12 hour shifts u best believe they get a break.
I am happier that CB is helping more but I see the stress wear on him too. We are really doing this alone like you and D. And it isn't easy at all. Everytime I talk to mom she gets sad about that. She knows how hard it is because she did the same thing. And when I mean help I mean for like 2 hrs a day or something!!!!! Literally it is alllllllll day.
I am happy for you and the family 6 months is a great amount of time! I really want all of you to be happy my sista....and we WILL BE rocking on 06/14~!!! That is our day to go craaaaaaaazy! haha. And who can forget Mike's bday too!!!! WOOOOOO! The beach!!!!!!! I can't wait. I have been fantasizing I swear. Ahhhhhh...just thinking of it relaxes me.
I am happy that you still write in here!!! lol...I thought I was the only one!!! haha.
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