So far so good

It just occurred to me that I'll be turning 32 next week- wow!~ LOL

It Sat eveningish..raining outside. Watchin Kayla's old dance recital video..so cute. Man time just flies. Another year..wondering what it will bring. So many people I know are still struggling. We are expecting miracles from this new Prez, but I know he won't be able to perform any. It will take time.

I don't know how much of it we have left ourselves. Things are still bad with D's job. I can see it on his face some days. But we're hanging in there. Last week was his 30 days sober! His court date was postponed by the lawyer to have time to get the paperwork we need to be ready. I'm praying and crossing my fingers.

We are taking things one day at a time and just dealing with it that way. Other than that, I am enjoying my days with my girls and new husband, lol. They are growing so fast. I seems like everytime I look they are outgrowing their clothes, faces are changing, seeing more of their personalities form. I think we're going a good job. :) Sorry no other interesting thing to report, lol.

I am hoping for new things to come. Looking forward this year. I still have it my mission to bring MOm home. I am hoping to do that with our tax refund this year, which is only about a month away..hopefully. This has to be the year GOd!

I am also workin on losing some weight! LOL After seeing some of my recent pics being posted on Facebook and thinking I looked like a whale..haha. FOR REAL, I am at the biggest Ive ever been. SO after my b-day will be the official start of my diet. I got this book that my friend Christina read and she lost allot weight..the good old fashioned way. Eating healthier and excersing. It will take a while..cuz I'm not a celeberty you know. Dont have money for personal chefs, trainers or nannies, lol...but dammit I'll do it!! Have to...just have to. Last Sunday me and Kayla went to a fitness center and walked a mile on the track, then hit the machines for another hour. I was very impressed with her! We are using each other as motivation. So tomm, we shall go again.. :)

Well, 2009 so far so good! Hope it is for everyone else too.