Passing Days

I'm so exhausted. Hailey's b-day ended on a bad note. After a fun but exhausting weekend- D's parents and our neices in town, then the getting ready for the party, then the party, then the cleaning up, what happens? Bella starts puking Sunday night, got me, got D, got her, the beds, towels, sheets, comforters...we were taking a shower at 1am because it was all over our hair at one point! :(

These are the joys of parenthood people.

So I took yesterday off, managed to get some rest. But she's still sick unfort.. :( She had a pretty bad fever today. I'm already treading in deep water at work. I was given a "verbal warning" about my attendance a couple of weeks ago. Fuck em. Fire me then. In the words of Hilary Clinton, "I'm a mother first." lol

I feel somewhat sedated with the lack of sleep and overwhelmed at the same time with all the crap I have to do. Nothing new huh? Oh the lives of us working mothers...

I could blog about so much. But I'm tired as hell and its late. I am in a strange place tho right now. I read my horoscope yesterday and it said for me not to get anxious with the future. It knows I am waiting to see what will happen in the next few months...will we get to see MOm? Will me and D survive our marriage? Will I get fired or quit? What the hell will I do for money?

You know, the usual shit. *sigh*

I'll keep you posted..my guess is as good as yours.